Thursday, February 27, 2020

Chiasmus a - I create a self reliant life

Self reliance
abundant life
Spiritual less than and not equal to physical

Here we Go:

1. I create a self reliant life

2. I am creativeIndicative of a life well lived.

3. My day time monster

4. That visits my dreams a nightIs almost non-

Existence 2 NEFI 2:25
So that I may have joy conflagrate 2 Nephi  2...
ADAM, The Father, The
Son - Moses Seven
Nothing burns
Seven times Red Sea's Son
The Language (IDIOMA) of God's son
[Adam or Christ?] 1 Cor. 15  We were/ I was
Burning
Happiness in His Plan
Will
Give me
Presence
sNOT almost- A lYtle
Day Night & Day [resurection]]
A/The Terrors [nightmares]
Breeeeeeeakeven [with my sister] day time mares
Master
Chicks led by Master Hen under her wing [3 Nephi close to 11]
Indicator (gauges like crystals or dice) purports
Creativity in
1. Reliance is my Creation

Monday, February 24, 2020

LOST PART 1

Where would I be if the bomb had not gone off!


I have this vague picture in my mind of the Trinity. I almost forgot her. She was crazy and probably has potential with me but I met her in the loony tunes bin. She was understanding, but no one is more of EVERYTHING than my beautiful LIFE, o sea, esposa/WIFE!


She is beautiful. Makes me laugh. Stays in the way of my inner peace demons. She listens. How come? Coming what may she liked and loved to drink. She felt as dis sease with the world. But I am coming to understand her as I understand her with Love and compassion, and not by sitting in her metaphorical chair.


I was looking for her after she left and believe me I missed her when I found her in the Ease of Life.

She was skinny. Needs a makeover, but I still love her with her short or long hair, with her tendency for running, with her Peruvian-ness spanish. I love her for her sweetness and kindness, her tendency towards knowledge above the books of life.

I miss her when she's completely gone, but I know she will make her way back into all of my girls, my jewels, precious, and of great price para mi.

She's here with me in my consumption and condescension which transcends all things.

I love her.

Tuesday, February 18, 2020

Water's on a Starry Night


  1. Water's on a Starry Night
  2. Flood Heaven's whole.
  3. Light is the hue
  4. And deep is the dew
  5. By which I stole
  6. From the creatures soul
  7. Turkish delight
  8. I had that beautiful night.


Cannot?
What is a sonnet?
'Cause I wrote 8 lines of beauty;
I doubt--
I should have done it!

Monday, February 17, 2020

The Earth Weeps at His Death

The Earth weeps the death of

Him who lived

Testified unto death.
I love him. But I shall
Not weep. Death is only a
Worker Bee's sting

Who sleeps But
Wakes up to the Head
of my Resurrection.
-Jose Suancitio

Follow the Spirit
ABC's ZYX's - Good with Letters I AM
The letters are followed Judiciously by some.
JUDAH
Judas- 12 apostles
The earth mourned His Death
Brought the earth-spices
on the 3rd day. They waited until he was dead.
What is 3 days dead mean?
Resurrected

Friday, February 14, 2020

Modes

I know my Gauge.


I choose to always be conservative, even if it isn't exciting.


My key is F#.


Eb.


I know how keys kinda change in a song.

How does Shenandoah change?

How does a related key change?

I love music modes.

Ionian and Aeolian, but I'm learning the other ones really quickly.

Highs points and Low points of a song dictate the mode of the chosen instruments.

I want to be an orchestral writer.

Soon, I will be!

A changed Love poem for Sarah

Most Beautiful Sarah

Creator of my heart
Daughter of God and Mother of All that I love
Thee will I love
My soul delights and rejoices in Thee


All beauty thou Hasts
Both on earth and in the Heavens above.
Are compose in thy Dove of spirituality.
None shall I fear
Want More
Thanks be to the Lord, My God.

Beautiful Sun
Beautiful moon
Stars Altogether
Thou are fair
PURE
Lifted to the heights of Heaven

Beautiful are the flowers
Are they
IN the youthful days of yore
In the end, All must die
And Perish
But in you and Jesus

I live in on for Eternity.


Poem in Creation: Pray and Obey

Pray and Obey



Pray and Obey

What it is they Say.

Before I go down to Lay

My head, And Sleep This day.


Calm and Decay
I dream it Away.
Until I wake up
And see the light of Day!

Prophets have said
Lay your head, go to bed
Early to bed
Rising inside my head.

Why, it is said,
That I must go to bed.
When Life, must be lived
And death, is dead.

Again, born today
I live, In his Say.
I read, and seed and deed
While for me he doth bleed?

Where is thy sting
As I put on my ring?
And sing and sing, do I sing.
Before I doth sink.

I sigh with life today,
before I kneel to pray.
To HIM, I pray and dream
Before I cross, the beam.


If you are a musician, please submit your sheet music rough draft for me.

Inspiration for this poem, Second book,
Here I come.

A Picture my Brother Took at the
New MTC (CCM) 2018
10 yrs after I left


Sarah's Family with Me!

Also, sad poem, I am doing good, no worries.

Sarah took this pic on a hike.

The temple. I need to go soon. I will go and do soon.


Thursday, February 13, 2020

Ideas to be explored from 2020.1.10

WHY WOULD A SONG WE CONSIDER PERFECT, HAVE A NEED TO HAVE ACCIDENTALS IN IT?

  • Sharps/flats/double sharps and flats
  • "No such things as accidentals"
  • - WHY WOULD A SONG WE CONSIDER PERFECT, HAVE A NEED TO HAVE ACCIDENTALS IN IT? "
  • -Sharps/ flats/ double sharps and flats
  • -Keys (14 of them) really telling us about home/ familiarity
  • -8 tones as opposed to 12 tones- millions of pitches, in reality
  • - reference to vibration and an A above middle-c has a measurement in vibration to 440 Hz (standard)
  • - perfection in music is actually imperfection (balance) - OR MUSIC WOULD SOUND ROBOTIC! (little thing called arturo
  • Autotune, and what its greater purpose is, and why los of people really find it unpleasant (almost to a feeling of disdain)
  • - before the standard of music...
  • - good and bad associated with music
  • - how can a pitch carry significance?
  • -A key can set the basis for familiarity or the (most natural) sounding pitches, but there is so much more
  • - variety
  • -to be frankly honest- there is no "good or bad" "right out wrong" with music, there is familiarity. And relationships
  • -- intervals, consonance and dissonance
  • -For a piece of music to being about emotion, it needs to be 'perfect' and 'imperfect' all at once, it to say the least, FIND A PERFECT BALANCE to those extremes
  • -- or could learning to play the violin-- leading up to their concert-- moves the understanding, and wQUITE proud parent, then it would a perfect stranger- they hearing all the imperfections and really amateuristic playing of the child squeaking through a piece--- but even the stranger can realize the ACHIEVEMENT for what it is if they choose to see it for what it is
  • - my (first) experience with autistic singer, and seeing and appreciating for what is

  • "SOUND Evokes feeling? From the simplest tone (and its vibration), two, then three" the building blocks of life



  • WHY THE GRAND STAFF? (PENTAGRAMA)

  • WHAT MAKES THE 'PERFECT' SINGER?
  • my dad



  • Music transcends (body and spirit)
  • It is ethereal.


  • If i were to say it, it shall be done. Nephi

  • I will change professions if i have to. I will serve the Lord.

  • Lack of human emotion- Music created by AI.

  • SUS-PECT


  • The importance of 'family'arity in sound.

Wednesday, February 12, 2020

A Love Poem: OK, Here it is

Blood Orange

Rooibos
Herbal Tea


I'm sure we found you for a reason.
There's gotta be healing in you blend of
Blood Orange you are not a Banana
Hisbiscus soup
and Rose, Hip to Jack on Titanic


I love her. Even when she sleeps.
And I make my tea.
Seeking healing in it's wings.

All so deliberately.


A series of poems for Sarah: My Favorite Scripture

CHAPTER 8
The woman taken in adultery is brought before Christ—Christ is the Light of the world—He again proclaims that He is the Messiah—The true children of Abraham believe in Christ—Jesus says, Before Abraham was I, Jehovah.
Jesus went unto the mount of Olives.
And early in the morning he came again into the temple, and all the people came unto him; and he sat down, and taught them.
And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst,
They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act.
Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou?
This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not.
So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.
And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground.
And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst.
10 When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee?
11 She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.
12 ¶ Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.
13 The Pharisees therefore said unto him, Thou bearest record of thyself; thy record is not true.
14 Jesus answered and said unto them, Though I bear record of myself, yet my record is true: for I know whence I came, and whither I go; but ye cannot tell whence I come, and whither I go.
15 Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man.
16 And yet if I judge, my judgment is true: for I am not alone, but I and the Father that sent me.
17 It is also written in your law, that the testimony of two men is true.
18 I am one that bear witness of myself, and the Father that sent me beareth witness of me.
19 Then said they unto him, Where is thy Father? Jesus answered, Ye neither know me, nor my Father: if ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also.
20 These words spake Jesus in the treasury, as he taught in the temple: and no man laid hands on him; for his hour was not yet come.
21 Then said Jesus again unto them, I go my way, and ye shall seek me, and shall die in your sins: whither I go, ye cannot come.
22 Then said the Jews, Will he kill himself? because he saith, Whither I go, ye cannot come.
23 And he said unto them, Ye are from beneath; I am from above: ye are of this world; I am not of this world.
24 I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I am he, ye shall die in your sins.
25 Then said they unto him, Who art thou? And Jesus saith unto them, Even the same that I said unto you from the beginning.
26 I have many things to say and to judge of you: but he that sent me is true; and I speak to the world those things which I have heard of him.
27 They understood not that he spake to them of the Father.
28 Then said Jesus unto them, When ye have lifted up the Son of man, then shall ye know that I am he, and that I do nothing of myself; but as my Father hath taught me, I speak these things.
29 And he that sent me is with me: the Father hath not left me alone; for I do always those things that please him.
30 As he spake these words, many believed on him.
31 Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;
32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
33 ¶ They answered him, We be Abraham’s seed, and were never in bondage to any man: how sayest thou, Ye shall be made free?
34 Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin.
35 And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever.
36 If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.
37 I know that ye are Abraham’s seed; but ye seek to kill me, because my word hath no place in you.
38 I speak that which I have seen with my Father: and ye do that which ye have seen with your father.
39 They answered and said unto him, Abraham is our father. Jesus saith unto them, If ye were Abraham’s children, ye would do the works of Abraham.
40 But now ye seek to kill me, a man that hath told you the truth, which I have heard of God: this did not Abraham.
41 Ye do the deeds of your father. Then said they to him, We be not born of fornication; we have one Father, even God.
42 Jesus said unto them, If God were your Father, ye would love me: for I proceeded forth and came from God; neither came I of myself, but he sent me.
43 Why do ye not understand my speech? even because ye cannot hear my word.
44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.
45 And because I tell you the truth, ye believe me not.
46 Which of you convinceth me of sin? And if I say the truth, why do ye not believe me?
47 He that is of God heareth God’s words: ye therefore hear them not, because ye are not of God.
48 Then answered the Jews, and said unto him, Say we not well that thou art a Samaritan, and hast a devil?
49 Jesus answered, I have not a devil; but I honour my Father, and ye do dishonour me.
50 And I seek not mine own glory: there is one that seeketh and judgeth.
51 Verily, verily, I say unto you, If a man keep my saying, he shall never see death.
52 Then said the Jews unto him, Now we know that thou hast a devil. Abraham is dead, and the prophets; and thou sayest, If a man keep my saying, he shall never taste of death.
53 Art thou greater than our father Abraham, which is dead? and the prophets are dead: whom makest thou thyself?
54 Jesus answered, If I honour myself, my honour is nothing: it is my Father that honoureth me; of whom ye say, that he is your God:
55 Yet ye have not known him; but I know him: and if I should say, I know him not, I shall be a liar like unto you: but I know him, and keep his saying.
56 Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad.
57 Then said the Jews unto him, Thou art not yet fifty years old, and hast thou seen Abraham?
58 Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I am.
59 Then took they up stones to cast at him: but Jesus hid himself, and went out of the temple, going through the midst of them, and so passed by.